so, maybe it's the ticking of my biological clock or maybe it's that I can't look at Facebook for more that 15 seconds to see my friends with their beautiful babies but I feel like I am literally losing my mind with baby fever. I've wanted a baby for as long as I can remember, I did go through many a phase of "I'm never going to have babies" but anyone who knew me knew it was just exactly that - a phase. After getting married 5 years ago, Ryan and I had several baby "scares" - they may have been scares to him, but to me, they were moments of pure excitement. Unfortunately, no babies ever came. We are at a phase now where I think people are assuming that we just don't want to have children. Where a few years ago we couldn't go more than a few days without someone asking "when are you going to start a family??" we now only get the awkward question "you guys don't have kids?" Seeing friends complain about how ha...