It's been a while and I know a couple of you are wondering... what happens now and what's going on at the Asher house. Well, it's been a heartbreaking month. We talk to our boy at least every other day or so. We pray for him - and worry about him - constantly. We miss him a lot and talk about him a crazy amount. We don't know what the future holds, but we hope it's bright for him and that he will always know how deeply we love him. It's a strange thing to be a parent for the first time, for such a short time. It seems like it shouldn't have felt so normal to have a son, and that it shouldn't feel so strange now to no longer be a mom. But it's heartbreaking and lonely. To be honest, I am really struggling with feeling like myself. We did get away for a long weekend vacation which we desperately needed to try to reconnect with each other, heal and get prepared for our future. I can honestly say that while we had a good time and made strides towards ...